You came to visit me again last night. Am I not tormented enough? To give yourself to me once more knowing I can't touch you. If only you were real. How I wish to find love again... Last night I wanted to end it again. - An old memory
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Only two thirds to go
So I have done it. A few days ago I reached the 25% border and now I'm at 33%. It feels good to see my novel shaping up nicely (even though the quality of writing could be improved in certain sections. Though that will be left for the editing process). You might ask yourself, … Continue reading Only two thirds to go
Hypocrisy
How do I begin? How can one extract my experiences, format them into words, and make you know how I feel? Take a being like me: Handsome, charming, caring, warm and wealthy. Most have described me as perfect. Yet, I am far form it. Back then I could walk with confidence and chose my partner without any difficulty or concern for … Continue reading Hypocrisy
Day of rest
No writing done today. Instead I met some friends. It was the first time I had seen, or spoken, to anyone in a week. Sitting in your room just writing really gets to you. So this day of rest was much needed. Which makes tomorrow a day of inspiration and progress! Hopefully... - F H … Continue reading Day of rest
Wishful dreaming
I dreamt that you were in my arms once more. Even if it was only for a moment, everything returned. You were standing in the hallway again.There was a look of bewilderment on your face. You reached for the door but I grabbed your hand and spun you around, only to be greeted by your eyes avoiding … Continue reading Wishful dreaming
London Riots
Ah, yes. The London Riots. Weakness is the word. This has nothing to do with race. It has to do with economy, certainly, which in a way can be linked to race in the United Kingdom. But these factors are not of importance. Dominance, and the assertion of authority, is what is important. During the … Continue reading London Riots
25% of target completed.
Yes, the 25% milestone was long sought after. Now it is here. Hopefully the novel will be finished within 2 months, but I cannot know for sure. As the word counter increases by the second I think more and more about the future. What will come and how will I react to it? There is … Continue reading 25% of target completed.